I was thinking it might be lonely with my kids going back to school
after homeschooling for so many years....
Funny to to eat lunch by myself
I enjoy the silence.
Just me and the dogs
I can write my shopping list ...and read the labels at the market
Experiencing how awesome it is to come with all the food on the list.
..not just a few items, since being diverted 20 million times by my kids
That's pretty neat!
I can work on my yarns and wool
It's actually really amazing I feel like a grown up.
My husband calls me
" the Alchemist "
( love that)
I have been with my children every day for 17 years.
Hi who are you again?
Oh yeah, I am Camilla...I vaguely remember.
My children gave me such a gift
a sense of freedom and letting go
I could live my life free of makeup,
hair in clump on top of my head attached with a grocery rubber band if need be
eat "peanutbutterjellies ' alfresco
in the sand box in the park.
who doesn't love that?
I was in the moment with my kids...I couldn't care less.
almost 2 decades later it feels good to get acquainted with
A sense of freedom letting go of them.